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| Night - Photo by Ms. Casila |
There is nothing left to prove,
I have proven to myself,
That it is I, that has snuffed out the flame,
What evermore is there to do,
I have lost,
The eyes that illuminated my life,
A connection impossible to duplicate,
No one will ever be you.
My ego has massed itself over my heart,
I am not who I truly am,
In all my reflections,
I don't see the life,
I wanted to create with you.
My ego has wrecked mayhem,
My days, a blurred monotonous version
Accompanied by the partner
I have chosen on this world stage,
Over you!
My heart knows,
It has lost,
It's beginning to talk,
Complicates every f*cking thing that I'm faking I want,
I've masked it for years,
Practicing every chance I get, to show the people
"I've moved on"
"Look at my accomplishments"
All I ever wanted, was to do everything with you.
You won!
Love always wins!
It wins with remembrance,
It wins when I hide your smile in my eyes,
You win every time I win!
I hope it gets back to you!
I've exhausted myself building a foundation from my ego,
My heart was to humiliated to forgive,
My ego was embarrassed to reconcile,
I forfeited the love I truly wanted,
What would the people say,
Are there people still sitting back there?
Nobody knows, it was you that ignited my life.
Please, someone say your name,
I need an excuse to speak of you today,
I've had you on my mind,
Anything that connects me to you,
I've always kept the energy alive,
Never wanted to severance ties,
The more I do,
I'm only proving to myself,
I'm doing it because of you,
Love always wins!
It's gotten louder over the years.
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