Chocolatier

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Chocolate,

I just released endorphins in my brain,

To make me feel happy.

Serotonin,

AI,

Ai,

Neurotransmitter,

Hey I, Hey I,

Aye I, Aye I,

I feel happy,

Do I,

Don’t I?

I crave happiness,

I want happiness.

Caffeine, 

The wake up drug,

I should wake up!

My heart rate has increased,

Do I feel love?

Life Review

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In spirit, why would I agree to this life?

I am my greatest love, 

My greatest deception.

It was the smile that I believed, 

The smile that covered my pain,

I thought it to be good. 

I watched my life unfold, 

I was like, 'ow yeah',

I agreed to live this life, 

Without the capacity to feel

Pain, 

Heartbreak,

Fear, 

Sadness, 

Hopelessness, 

Depression, 

And Isolation.

I saw her smile, 

I believed her smile, 

I thought it to be good, 

God agreed, 

He orchestrated my birth.

Dream Analysts

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I had a dream last night, 

Of a kiss,

Is anyone else having these dreams?

It wasn’t stolen,

It was planted on my lips,

Who was I? That wanted this kiss,

I had a dream last night,

Of his eyes,

Colorful and different.

I’ve never seen him before

To have dreamt up his total image,

How could this be possible?

November

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I have the clouds to dance,

The sun and moon for magic tricks,

The wind and thundershowers for cinematic action,

I am entertained.

I have strayed cats to befriend,

Birds to bring me messages,

Trees to link up to share my prayers,

Their roots are beneath my every step.

I have eyes that melt to tears at my reflection,

Hands to put together that keep me company,

Breath that escapes from my lungs,

I have ears that listen to my inner voice.

I have reminders,

My soul’s still here.