Life Review

In spirit, why would I agree to this life?

I am my greatest love, 

My greatest deception.

It was the smile that I believed, 

The smile that covered my pain,

I thought it to be good. 

I watched my life unfold, 

I was like, 'ow yeah',

I agreed to live this life, 

Without the capacity to feel

Pain, 

Heartbreak,

Fear, 

Sadness, 

Hopelessness, 

Depression, 

And Isolation.

I saw her smile, 

I believed her smile, 

I thought it to be good, 

God agreed, 

He orchestrated my birth.