Video, Poem originally posted April 16, 2020 - Untitled, April 2020
Would you let your ex-spouse walk you down the aisle if you remarried?
I would light the path for your heart,
To find true love,
If I could.
I would walk you into uncertainty,
If it meant you would be married,
Again,
If it meant you would live life in a better light,
More than what I was able to provide,
I’d give you away.
I pray for the right words to say,
I stand here with my sin and shame,
Looking back on all the mask I wore,
I knew I wasn’t the right man,
For you.
I’m filled with so much regret,
I just want to remove my air from around you,
I want to remove my ugly stains from your skin,
I want to separate the daylight between us,
I am the darkness, the gloom
That consumes your life, even after marriage
I wasn’t a changed man.
I hope,
That you will try to find true love,
Again,
I would walk you down the aisle
If I could,
Towards a godly man,
I’d give you away.
To find true love,
If I could.
I would walk you into uncertainty,
If it meant you would be married,
Again,
If it meant you would live life in a better light,
More than what I was able to provide,
I’d give you away.
I pray for the right words to say,
I stand here with my sin and shame,
Looking back on all the mask I wore,
I knew I wasn’t the right man,
For you.
I’m filled with so much regret,
I just want to remove my air from around you,
I want to remove my ugly stains from your skin,
I want to separate the daylight between us,
I am the darkness, the gloom
That consumes your life, even after marriage
I wasn’t a changed man.
I hope,
That you will try to find true love,
Again,
I would walk you down the aisle
If I could,
Towards a godly man,
I’d give you away.